Looking back, I wonder where I went wrong.
Looking back, I can see it was a facade. 

It is difficult to see that it was fake. 
It is difficult to see that I was the fool.
It is difficult to realize all of these things, 
And still miss the past. 

Looking back now it is clearer.
Looking back now I can see, 
But it still hurts. 

I wonder how to go on trusting.
I wonder how to go on building new relationships.
I wonder how to learn to trust again.