I am tired of pretending that I am okay when I’m not.
I am tired of trying to be someone that I’m not.
You don’t like me as I am; you want me to change, but why.
I am tired of making excuses for how I act.
Why did I try to work on things when no one else cares?

I am tired of being lonely but if that is what I have to do to be myself so be it.
I am angry and want to last out but it won’t matter.

Nothing I say or do matters to them.
They don’t care what happens to me.

I want to cry and lay on the bed all day, but it won’t solve anything.
I want to lash out but it won’t matter.
Nothing matters.