forgiviness

I forgave you so many times,
I thought I could do it again.
But now you are gone with them,
And I am left with the pain.

I thought we were meant to be,
I thought we could weather any storm.
But I was wrong,
And now I am all alone.

I gave you my heart,
And you broke it into pieces.
I gave you my soul,
And you shredded it to shreds.

I forgave you so many times,
But now I am done.
I am gone with you,
And I will never look back.

I am not angry,
I am not sad.
I am just tired of being hurt.
I am tired of being disappointed.

I am tired of giving you chances,
When you never deserved them.
I am tired of being the one who is always left behind.

So goodbye,
And good riddance.
I am finally free from you,
And I will never look back.

To reach out or move on?
A question I ponder,
A choice that I fear I must make.

The friend I once knew
Is gone now, I fear,
Replaced by a stranger
With whom I no longer hold dear.

Should I try to reach out?
To see if there’s still hope?
Or should I just move on
And let this friendship be ope?

I don’t know what to do,
I’m so torn and confused.
I just want my friend back,
But I don’t know if that’s possible.

So I’ll wait and see,
And hope that my friend will come back to me.
If not, then I’ll move on,
And find a new friend to replace the old.

Nancy Ann Creed