Tap Tap, splash, splash, plop, plop!
As you walk the puddles splash up getting your pants wet.
Despite this, the sounds are soothing.
Tap Tap, splash, splash, plop, plop!
Tap Tap, splash, splash, plop, plop!
Tap Tap, splash, splash, plop, plop!
The cold sinking into your clothes as,
It sends shivers down your spine.
Tap Tap, splash, splash, plop, plop!
Tap Tap, splash, splash, plop, plop!
Your lips turned blue, the rain thickens,
Now running down your forehead and into your eyes.
You blink as you wipe your eyes,
Tap Tap, splash, splash, plop, plop!
Tap Tap, splash, splash, plop, plop!
As you return home, the warmth hits you.
A blanket wraps around you as you sit and listen,
To the tap tap of the rain on the roof.
Tap Tap, splash, splash, plop, plop!
Tap Tap, splash, splash, plop, plop!
Ghost of a Life That is Not Mine
What have I done wrong,
To keep me from your mind?
Forgotten and left aside,
A memory of one who came before.
A ghost of a life that was not mine.
A memory of one who shares my face.
Lost in an endless tide, reaching but never touching.
Summers in the sun, the surf at our feet.
Summers in the sand, drawing, and laughing.
Summers on the street, bikes and games and more.
A ghost of a life that was not mine.
A memory of one who shares my face.
Lost in an endless tide, reaching but never touching.
My childhood lost in a daze
My Innocence long since forgotten
My memories fade away.
A ghost of a life that was not mine
A memory of one who shares my face.
Lost in an endless tide, reaching but never touching.
Deserve to be Happy
Tears flow for freely
It's uncontrollable
I can’t stop the pain in my heart.
The world will never be
Sunny and cheerful again
If you are not part of it.
Darkness and gloom cover my existence.
As I gasp for air as I try to be calm.
But nothing calms me as I sit in the dark.
Why have I done the things I have done?
Why am I such a horrible person to hurt you so?
I don’t deserve to be happy.
I don’t deserve love.
But you, you deserve all of this and more.
You push me away,
And keep me at bay.
Over and over again,
The same old song plays.
Seventy times seventy.
That's what they say.
Forgive and move on,
Until a new dawn.
You push me away
But I pray every day.
I know your heart
You're dying inside.
Seventy times seventy
That's what they say.
Forgive and move on
Until a new dawn. 
Merry Christmas! I hope everyone is having a wonderful Christmas. I know this is supposed to be a happy time, but if it isn’t for you, please reach out. It’s the season to be jolly, but sometimes it is not that jolly for many. My pm is always open if you ever need to talk.
My head won’t be quiet
Spinning and running it never stops
Songs playing at the same time
Thoughts of the day and days before
Memories keeping me awake
Plaquing my existence
Be still my soul
Be still and sleep
Sitting up in bed while everyone sleeps
Wondering when it will be my turn
When will the voices cease and I can rest?
Replaying events of the past
Wishing they were different; Wishing I could change.
Be still my soul
Be still and sleep
Be still and hear God
Block all else out and only hear Him.
Pacing back and forth
And rocking
The noises never stop
Pieces of songs, bits of advice
Filling my mind keeping me awake
Be still my soul
Be still and sleep
Be still my soul
Be still and rest
Block all the noise out
And only hear God’s voice
Be still and only hear him
Block all else out and only hear him
He is calling to you!
My head won’t be quiet.
Spinning and running it never stops.
Songs playing at the same time.
Thoughts of the day and days before.
Memories keeping me awake.
It Plaques my existence.
Be still my soul
Be still and sleep.
Sitting up in bed while everyone sleeps.
Wondering when it will be my turn.
When will the voices cease and I can rest?
Replaying events of the past.
Wishing they were different, Wishing I could change.Â
Be still my soul.
Be still and sleep.
Be still and hear God.
Block all else out and only hear Him.
Pacing back and forth,
And rocking.
The noises never stop.
Pieces of songs, bits of advice.
Filling my mind keeping me awake.
Be still my soul.
Be still and sleep.
Be still my soul.
Be still and rest.
Block all the noise out.Â
And only hear God’s voice.
Be still and only hear him.
Block all else out and only hear him.
He is calling to you!
I lost
People I thought I would have forever.
I lost
Chats and talks I thought I would always have.
I lost
Though how do I get it all back, and do I even want it all back?
Socially impaired.
No idea how to make or keep friends.
Socially Impaired.
With the world so busy, and my mind so confused.
Socially impaired.
In this world of confusion.
How do you move an acquaintance to a friend or a friend to a good friend?
How does one keep friends and how does one make friends?
I lost a sense of myself and my own desires.
I lost the nuances and gestures that help others to figure this out.
I was lost, but now I am found.
I Found
Strength in myself that I will have forever.
I found
Chats and talks I will have forever.
I found
I love that will not quit and I never have to wonder where it went.
This is a children’s book, written and illustrated by me. I hope you enjoy it!
My name is Zelda, and this is Foxy Roxy. He is my pet fox. I didn’t always have Foxy. Let me tell you how Foxy Roxy came into my life.
October is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month and October 15th is Pregnancy and Infant Awareness day.   1 in every 4 pregnancies ends in a miscarriage.
During this month, I will give my book. Birth After Miscarriage: A Spiritual Journey away for free. You can download the E-book from Amazon.
FREE FROM OCTOBER 13-17
I always wanted to be a mom. After my miscarriage, I thought it would never happen. God had a wonderful plan for my life. I just have to wait and put my faith in Him. Many women suffer the tremendous loss of a miscarriage. They often believe they are alone, but they are never alone. Rest assured that it is not anyone’s fault! It is simply a sad component of life. In every four pregnancies, one ends in a miscarriage. I am sharing my story to help other women who have experienced the same pain I have.
