Feelings

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Feelings (When you know you are being left out.)

The laughter comes through drywall, thick and low,
A happy static I don’t get to know.
I’m in the kitchen, pouring out a drink,
And on the very edge of what they think.
It isn’t cruel, it has no pointed sting,
This accidental orbit where I swing.

The door swings open and the sound cuts clean,
A sudden silence wipes the vibrant scene.
A smile is offered, quick and paper-thin,
A pause, before the story can begin
Again, but different. Softer, and more staid,
A careful, edited version, newly made.

And in that quiet that my presence brought,
A frantic question in my mind is caught:
Was my name just a whisper in the air?
A punctuation mark they couldn’t share?
A punchline or a problem or a plea?
Was the last word they swallowed simply “me”?

There is no proof, no evidence to find,
Just shifting shadows in my worried mind.
A glance that might mean nothing, or mean all,
The way a friendly gesture seems too small.
I’m chasing ghosts of words I never heard,
And judging every single action spurred.

It’s like a hum beneath the floorboards, faint,
A phantom ache that merits no complaint.
For what is there to say? “I feel a dread
About the secret things you might have said”?
They’d call it madness, and perhaps they’re right.
So I just stand here in the fading light,
And smile, and nod, and never let them see
The terrifying space surrounding me.

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Fall in love with the Shadow Realm Chronicles Her love was her light. Her transformation, her curse. Her revenge, a looming shadow. Before the Great War shattered the realms, Maeve was a fairy, wife to Hunter, and mother to baby Alexander. But a brutal attack by the vampire Marius rips her from her life, turning her into a creature of the night. Desperate and alone, she falls into the clutches of Jonathan, the enigmatic Shadow King, becoming his queen in a realm of perpetual darkness. Years pass, and the quiet town of Rivers Peak is unknowingly in the crosshairs of Maeve’s monstrous ambition-and the Shadow King’s grand design. Her human family, including a fiercely loyal Hunter and a son, Alexander, now grappling with his own magical heritage, are drawn into a conflict far beyond their understanding. As Maeve’s grandson, Justin (Shawn), uncovers the truth of his lineage, he becomes a pawn in a larger game. Torn between the monster she’s become and the vestiges of her former self, Maeve must choose: succumb to the bloodlust and orchestrate the destruction of those who wronged her, or fight for the fractured family she left behind. But in the Shadow Realm, even love can be a weapon, and the cost of freedom might be her very soul.

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The Words Pile up, a Lonely Cairn

The Words Pile up, a Lonely Cairn
The woes of a lonely indie writer, about to give up.

The words pile up, a lonely cairn
On pages blank, a barren plain.
She writes and writes, with passion deep,
But no eyes see, no hearts will keep.
Her stories yearn, her poems sing,
Of love and loss, of everything.
But silence greets each heartfelt line,
A symphony unheard, a hidden shrine.
The ink bleeds dry, the paper frayed,
Her soul exposed, her spirit flayed.
The doubt creeps in, a chilling blight,
“Is this all worth the lonely fight?”
Yet still she writes, with stubborn grace,
A fire burning in its secret place.
For even unread, the words hold power,
A testament to every passing hour.
Though no one sees, she’ll still create,
A world of words, her own estate.
For in the writing, she is free,
A writer writing, eternally.

The ache begins, a subtle sting,
A whisper in the heart’s soft wing.
A memory floats, a face, a place,
A longing for a warm embrace.

The laughter shared, the stories told,
Around the hearth, in days of old.
Familiar scents, a loving touch,
Missed so dearly, oh, so much.

The miles stretch out, a ribbon long,
Separating where I belong.
A yearning grows, a heavy weight,
To be with them, before too late.

But time moves on, the world keeps turning,
And hope remains, a candle burning.
For in my heart, they’re always near,
Their love a balm, dispelling fear.

And though I miss them, every one,
I know we’re still connected, bound as one.
Until we meet, I’ll hold them tight,
Within my soul, their guiding light.

A Soul Connection, in This Lonely Space.

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The quiet hum of an empty room,
Aching with silence, shrouded in gloom.
A longing for laughter, a shared embrace,
A soul connection, in this lonely space.

To find a friend, a kindred spirit true,
Whose words bring comfort, whose thoughts shine through.
Someone to message, without a second thought,
Whose conversations leave my spirit caught.

To share the mundane, the dreams, the fears,
To wipe away the lonely, silent tears.
A bond unbreakable, a trust so deep,
Knowing my secrets, they’ll forever keep.

But fear whispers doubts, a constant refrain,
“Will I be too much? Will they feel the strain?”
The need for connection battles the dread,
Of being a burden, words left unsaid.

Yet hope flickers still, a tiny flame,
That somewhere out there, someone feels the same.
A yearning for friendship, a hand to hold,
A story waiting, waiting to unfold.

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What if you were turned into a vampire against your will? For Maeve, a loving wife and mother, this nightmare is her reality. Torn from her human life and forced to serve the cruel Shadow King, she must navigate a treacherous court filled with seductive vampires, power-hungry witches, and ancient enemies. But Maeve refuses to be a pawn in their game. Despite the thirst that burns within her, she clings to the memory of her son and vows to find her way back to him.

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Thinking of Reading a New Book

Thinking of reading a new book? Reading and listening to the rain is wonderful.


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The Shadow Realm

Welcome to the Shadow Realm, where darkness reigns and the night is alive with magic.

Many years ago, the Great War tore apart all the realms. Now, the darkness is rising again, and it all begins with a lonely mother named Maeve.

Maeve was once a loving wife and mother, but she was turned into a vampire by the Vampire Lord Marius. Her husband, Hunter, fled with their infant son, fearing the monster she had become. Now, Maeve is a pawn being used by Marius and the Shadow King, who wants to make her his dark queen. Maeve must find a way to get back to her son and the family she left behind. But will she succumb to the darkness, or will she fight for her soul?

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