A Mutual Friend

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A Mutual Friend


The words hang heavy, unspoken yet,
A plea for pardon, tinged with regret.
To reach through time, the bridge feels vast,
A fear of intrusion, shadows cast.


A mutual friend, a common thread,
Could mend the rift, the words unsaid.
But hesitation takes a hold,
Is it my story to unfold?

To ask this favor, feels like a weight,
Imposing burdens, sealing fate.
Their friendship, separate, should it bear
The weight of my guilt, my heartfelt prayer?

Is it using them, a selfish plea,
Or could it bring solace, set spirits free?
The question lingers, doubt takes root,
Should I stay silent, bear the bitter fruit?

Perhaps the answer lies within their bond,
A trust unspoken, strong beyond.
If their connection holds such grace,
My plea might find its rightful place.

But still, the fear, a constant hum,
Of overstepping, becoming burdensome.
The choice remains, a heavy cross,
To speak or silence, count the cost.

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To Those I Have Hurt

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For Those I have Hurt

The weight of words unsaid, a heart’s remorse,
For past mistakes, a friendship’s altered course.
Through introspection’s lens, the pain I see,
And own the hurt, the lasting memory.

A journey now, to mend the fractured soul,
Through therapy and workshops, to make me whole.
Though words may fail to bridge the chasm wide,
Acceptance dawns, with nowhere left to hide.

In youthful zeal, a longing to belong,
Where shared delights would banish fears that throng.
Yet insecurity, a shadow in the mind,
Cast its dark spell, leaving wounds behind.

Controlling ways, a grasp that held too tight,
Dictating paths, eclipsing others’ light.
But lessons learned, a shift in perception’s hold,
To value differences, stories yet untold.

A commitment made, to nurture and to grow,
Where friendships bloom, and mutual respect will flow.
To listen deeply, offer support’s hand,
And build a bond where trust and kindness stand.

No blame resides, no fault in your own art,
Your talent shines, a creative, vibrant heart.
Through time and trials, growth has found its way,
In every pen, a brighter, bolder day.

Life’s tapestry, with threads of joy and pain,
Woven through moments, loss, and lessons gained.
A wake-up call, a fragile life’s embrace,
To cherish moments, leave no empty space.

No excuses sought, no burdens to impart,
Just truths revealed, a vulnerable, open heart.
No expectations, no forgiveness to implore,
Just heartfelt sorrow, knocking at your door.

With hopes for healing, and a future yet untold,
A sincere apology, a story to unfold.
May time bring solace, and mend the broken ties,
And grant forgiveness, beneath compassionate skies.

Insomnia

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Insomnia

The moon hangs heavy, inky sky,
Ethereal glow upon my chamber high,
Yet sleep eludes, my weary eyes,
Refuse to close, a restless guise.

My mind, a captive, thoughts take flight,
Like fireflies dance in fading light.
Exhaustion weighs, a heavy cost,
On muscle, bone, sleep’s promise lost.

I stand as sentinel, days untold,
Denied the peace, respite’s hold.
Day’s anxieties fade and cease,
Replaced by quiet, lacking peace.

A whisper haunts, a task undone,
A duty missed, a shadow spun.
This obligation, undefined,
A spectral presence in my mind.

It chills me deep, this unseen force,
My mind imprisoned, dreams divorced.
I yearn for sleep, a distant plea,
For rest that seems beyond my decree.

A captive of the night I dwell,
Eyes open, thoughts a swirling spell,
Until the dawn with painted hue,
Offers hope, sleep’s rendezvous.

When shadows flee the rising sun,
Perhaps release will then be won.
Until that time, I persevere,
A sentinel, in moonlight’s sphere.

More Works by Nancy Ann Creed

Miss You

When I started writing poetry, my poems were very basic. I simply wrote down my feelings without any rhythm or reason. My word choice was horrible, but it helped my mental health, so I am proud of them.

Now that I have been writing poetry for the past 8-9 years, I thought it would be good to look back at some of my old poems and delve deeper into imagery and word choice, just to make them better. The more we write, the better we get. I hope that with my paranormal writing, my first book is good, but my last one is the best because of my improvement over time. I pray that is the truth.

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I miss you, my dear friends,
Scattered across the miles,
Your infectious laughter, your warm smiles,
Your captivating tales.

I miss our heartfelt conversations,
Our playful games, our carefree fun,
I miss the way we used to run,
Wild and free, beneath the sun.

I miss the way you had the power
To make me smile,
I miss the way you made me feel
Cherished and worthwhile.

I miss the way you always seemed to know
Just how to lift my spirits
And make my laughter flow.

I miss you when I’m all alone,
Lost in the quietude,
I miss you when I’m feeling down,
In need of your fortitude.

I miss you all the time, you see,
In every waking hour,
I miss you more than words can express,
With a longing that has the power

To ache within my heart and soul,
A constant, gentle plea,
For the days when we were together,
Carefree and happy.

I yearn for the moments we shared,
The memories we hold dear,
And I pray that someday soon,
We’ll reunite, and banish every fear

Of loneliness and sorrow,
And replace them with pure joy,
As we laugh and talk and reminisce,
Like carefree girls and boys.

Until then, I’ll hold you close
Within my heart, my cherished friends so true,
And I’ll dream of the day we meet again,
Beneath a sky of blue.

The Ghost of You Still Haunts My Days

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The ghost of you still haunts my days,
A phantom limb, a lingering gaze.
Our fractured bond, a shattered pane,
Reflecting loss, and endless rain.

I know I erred, my flaws laid bare,
But can’t you see I truly care?
I’ve changed, I’ve grown, I’ve learned the cost,
Yet still I cling to what is lost.

Why can’t you see beyond the past?
Forgive the hurt, let healing cast
A balm upon the wounds we share,
And mend the rift with loving care?

My mind replays each cherished scene,
Our laughter shared, a joyful sheen.
But memories mock, a cruel embrace,
A constant ache, an empty space.

I know I should move on, forget,
But your shadow lingers, a silhouette.
Obsessed, I trace your every line,
A prisoner of this love of mine.

Release me, please, from this despair,
Or grant me one more chance to share
The person I have come to be,
And find redemption, set me free.

More Works by Nancy Ann Creed

A Friendship Lost, Without a Trace.

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The years have spun, a tangled thread,
Where once we walked, now shadows tread.
A friendship forged in youthful fire,
Consumed by ash of angry pyre.

My fault, I know, in part I own,
The careless word, the selfish tone.
But blame, like dust, on both our hands,
A shared mistake on shifting sands.

I’ve grown since then, the lessons learned,
The sharp edges of anger burned.
Forgiveness blooms where grudges slept,
But chances lost, the distance kept.

A silent plea, unheard, unseen,
A whispered hope, “What might have been?”
The door stands closed, the lock in place,
A friendship lost, without a trace.

And though I yearn to bridge the gap,
The path is blocked, a missing map.
Acceptance now, the final plea,
To mend the cracks within me.

The Words Pile up, a Lonely Cairn

The Words Pile up, a Lonely Cairn
The woes of a lonely indie writer, about to give up.

The words pile up, a lonely cairn
On pages blank, a barren plain.
She writes and writes, with passion deep,
But no eyes see, no hearts will keep.
Her stories yearn, her poems sing,
Of love and loss, of everything.
But silence greets each heartfelt line,
A symphony unheard, a hidden shrine.
The ink bleeds dry, the paper frayed,
Her soul exposed, her spirit flayed.
The doubt creeps in, a chilling blight,
“Is this all worth the lonely fight?”
Yet still she writes, with stubborn grace,
A fire burning in its secret place.
For even unread, the words hold power,
A testament to every passing hour.
Though no one sees, she’ll still create,
A world of words, her own estate.
For in the writing, she is free,
A writer writing, eternally.

The ache begins, a subtle sting,
A whisper in the heart’s soft wing.
A memory floats, a face, a place,
A longing for a warm embrace.

The laughter shared, the stories told,
Around the hearth, in days of old.
Familiar scents, a loving touch,
Missed so dearly, oh, so much.

The miles stretch out, a ribbon long,
Separating where I belong.
A yearning grows, a heavy weight,
To be with them, before too late.

But time moves on, the world keeps turning,
And hope remains, a candle burning.
For in my heart, they’re always near,
Their love a balm, dispelling fear.

And though I miss them, every one,
I know we’re still connected, bound as one.
Until we meet, I’ll hold them tight,
Within my soul, their guiding light.

A Soul Connection, in This Lonely Space.

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The quiet hum of an empty room,
Aching with silence, shrouded in gloom.
A longing for laughter, a shared embrace,
A soul connection, in this lonely space.

To find a friend, a kindred spirit true,
Whose words bring comfort, whose thoughts shine through.
Someone to message, without a second thought,
Whose conversations leave my spirit caught.

To share the mundane, the dreams, the fears,
To wipe away the lonely, silent tears.
A bond unbreakable, a trust so deep,
Knowing my secrets, they’ll forever keep.

But fear whispers doubts, a constant refrain,
“Will I be too much? Will they feel the strain?”
The need for connection battles the dread,
Of being a burden, words left unsaid.

Yet hope flickers still, a tiny flame,
That somewhere out there, someone feels the same.
A yearning for friendship, a hand to hold,
A story waiting, waiting to unfold.

It’s My Birthday, and I Have a Tiny Favor to Ask…

It’s my birthday, and I have a tiny favor to ask… 🥺

Could you maybe, possibly, pretty please consider giving my book, “The Shadow Realm Chronicles: Maeve,” a try? 🙏 It’s an #urbanfantasy with a kickass heroine, vampires, werewolves, and a dash of forbidden love. 😉

Here’s a little taste:

“Ripped from her family and thrust into a world of darkness, Maeve must fight to reclaim her soul and reunite with her son.

What if you were turned into a vampire against your will? For Maeve, a loving wife and mother, this nightmare is her reality. Torn from her human life and forced to serve the cruel Shadow King, she must navigate a treacherous court filled with seductive vampires, power-hungry witches, and ancient enemies. But Maeve refuses to be a pawn in their game. Despite the thirst that burns within her, she clings to the memory of her son and vows to find her way back to him.

Even if it means defying the king and unleashing the full fury of her newfound powers.

Plunge into the Shadow Realm, a world where danger lurks around every corner, and the line between good and evil blurs. Join Maeve on her thrilling journey of survival, self-discovery, and forbidden love in this captivating paranormal fantasy.

Enter the Shadow Realm today and start Maeve’s adventure!”

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